If you're feeling depressed or numb and can't seem to find the will or drive to strive for anything in life, there are several possible causes; as a result, you'll have to examine the options and see which causes and solutions resonate with you.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/what-to-do-if-you-dont-want-anything-in-life
You can always find a reason to complain, and you can always find a reason to be grateful. The former will lead to a miserable life; the latter will lead to a more pleasant life.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/it-will-always-be-something
There are many misconceptions about how important growth is to your life, from what kinds of growth are possible, whose growth is meaningful, and how growth is meaningful even in the face of endings and death.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/misconceptions-about-growth-oriented-meaning