If you ever get stuck in a rut and are either not sure what you want or don’t feel like you want anything, just remember the phrase, “New, Better, More” to jolt your memory that most growth in life is by having new experiences, improving things in your life, or having more of what you want (and less of what you don’t want).
You decide what meaning the events in your life have to you.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/you-can-find-meaning-in-whatever-happens-to-you
Asking where you see yourself in five years is a good exercise to determine both where you're going and what you want to be doing today to reach your desired future state.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/where-do-you-see-yourself-in-five-years