If you've been searching for meaning in your life for years and cannot seem to find it, maybe it's time for you to create meaning instead.
http://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/cant-find-meaning-in-life-create-it
You decide what meaning the events in your life have to you.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/you-can-find-meaning-in-whatever-happens-to-you
Asking where you see yourself in five years is a good exercise to determine both where you're going and what you want to be doing today to reach your desired future state.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/where-do-you-see-yourself-in-five-years