If you face a situation where you don't find your life to be very meaningful, you can inject more meaning in life by seeking more growth opportunities, seeking support, and finding activities that are valuable to others and personally rewarding.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/8-types-of-people-who-dont-find-life-meaningful
You decide what meaning the events in your life have to you.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/you-can-find-meaning-in-whatever-happens-to-you
Asking where you see yourself in five years is a good exercise to determine both where you're going and what you want to be doing today to reach your desired future state.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/where-do-you-see-yourself-in-five-years