It is difficult to separate human ethical behavior from the random events of the universe, but the world does not keep track of your good deeds and respond in kind. Rather, it's people who choose to reciprocate based on your behavior, and it's your beliefs that influence how you perceive and respond to events.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/why-bad-things-happen-to-good-people
You decide what meaning the events in your life have to you.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/you-can-find-meaning-in-whatever-happens-to-you
Asking where you see yourself in five years is a good exercise to determine both where you're going and what you want to be doing today to reach your desired future state.
https://yourmeaninginlife.com/blog/where-do-you-see-yourself-in-five-years